Tense

Had a life
Have an insipid existence
Will have an uncertain future

Had a few leeches
Have a couple of will-do-anything-for-me
Will have no one to cry for me

Had fallen in love
Have struggled to get up
Will have to go about it alone

Had blood raging thru me
Have a sense of the what heart gone cold is
Will have to wait for 5 billion years to thaw

Had my people around me
Have a terrible time seeing them go
Will have get accustomed to the vicious life and what follows, or maybe never will

Had not lived in the past
Have a terrible feeling about the present
Will have not such a great future tense